oh why?

feel like writing a novelette
to put down the memories
for them to last forever
and never be forgotten

to write down
how it happen
how it took my breath away
how i felt
and how deep it went
and how beautiful it is

i am dead scare
that i will forget
to live
because those are the times
where i truly feel that i m living
even when things are so boringly lovely
it was perfect

if i have to do it again
and i know it wont happen as the same way
i wish i can do it again
this is wat made it so special
and profoundly memorable

i never thought this will happen
that u will call
out of the blue
what does this mean
what will this entail?
all these questions shoots up
like field weeds after spring rain
its been a struggle
and broken my line of thoughts