To... You

Days are passing and I am counting
until the end of the month
where I will see you step into the unknown gates
no dates on your return

I know we will have more time for ourselves
to focus on building our own lives
to face the things that we have long procastinated
to spend energy on things that may essential change our lives
to allocate more time on people that we care

I have mix feelings
hopeful
Despair
anticipation
strength

Are we about to end? or it can be a new beginning?
for a next phase, towards a better ending?

I just feel like crying
hopefully after the tears
whats left will be pure good energy
for us to go on...

I told my friend
perhaps my status will be
I'm not single but available

My friend told me
Why not You be single, but not available
attributing the attachment to you

The positivity in her reply makes me grateful
it came in the right time
and her support really gives me more sense
and possibly gives me more security
in finding back the love and trust
we have for each other..

I hope you will learn
learn alot
learn more than you think you might find
to become what you wanted
and what you needed to be

I know your ways
and I understand
and we will be good partners
because we end each other's words

as long as u never say no
I wil still be faithful and loyal
and assume we will go on strong

Distance will not kill the love n trust
we have for each other
so if u ever in doubt
let me tell you looking into your eyes that
We are meant to be together
and I'ma stickwitu

As certain as the first day
never ends