StickWitU

I can't believe that in one month's time we have been together for Three years.

I know it has been stressful lately for you. It has been the same for me too. I can see the struggle that you are having doing what you do now as it is against your laid-back nature. It also pains me inside that your cloths are becoming baggy, which means you have been losing so much weight due to all the hardwork, not to mention mental power that you need to pour in.

Moving on from here, where the road will lead us? I still keep the same attitude I had three years ago. I believe you have taught me this. That is to enjoy the journey, keep walking and holding on strong. Although, all the marriages that is happening around us is making me depressed a little. Not that I am not happy for them; but I notice that I am envying them at the same time. Soon I believe, they will be having children. Just like your nephews Turki and Abdulelah. They are the angels of this world. Deep inside, I hope too that God will give me the ultimate gift of a new life, somewhere down this road.

Three years, we have grown together. Look at the life that we are having now, I thought to myself that we have to be super grateful. Everyday I thanked my parents inside my heart while I am driving, thank you for the beautiful car that they have given to me, they have given me a pair of wings, to fly and achieve so many things. I also thanked my parents for their patience and guidance, it is the greatest sacrifice that they have made to make me who I am today.

Day by day I hope we become stronger and more capable of taking care of our families and loved ones. With this in mind, I also pray to God to give us the strength to do all that is right, to endure the unexpected and to learnt from what we have gone through. To remember. To give back.

If anything, it pains me the most to think about my life if I didn't meet you. Believe me my mind do wander sometimes imagining my life now with someone else. When I see your smile, I know you are true, and I know that I don't need no one but you.

I hope in this Chinese New Year and Valentines day, every human being on the planet is able to have a kick-ass wonderful and meaningful moments with their friends, family and loved ones.

Happy Valentines, my Jidada.