Just scribbling

Today is a very low key day, i don't know what I was thinking, just hovering with ying hwei, here and there, talking talking and talking.

I think both of us have learnt, or at least tried to learn the dealings with a lot of people. it is not always easy, and it might bring ourselves some sorrow and dissappointment. I have been thinking so much about it to the extent that I don't know what to think anymore.

In Finding Forrester, Sean Connery said that to write, you should just punch the keys, don't think, and when you get the flow of your words, it will come out naturally. Can you imagine if you can write like that? this freely? Without any concern, just expressing yourselves. To me its the best feeling and healing for anyone, to let out all the agony, depression, sorrow, dissappointment and frustration. Painting them a coat of literature. Making them sound beautiful. The best writing will have the quality of integrity. If you can write with integrity, if you can write for yourself, you most probably will get more people to understand you.

I have miss out a lot in the world. There is so much to explore around and away from me. I imagine my life in my head in MTV style. How passionate my life would be. It is always easy to live a happy life. Just be grateful. Be grateful of how better off you are compare to a lot of people. Be grateful of the things that come into your life. Be grateful of the air that you are breathing. As long as you are alive, you will always have something to be grateful of. Which means, As long as you are alive, happiness is always a choice. If you are sad, you have chosen to be so. Period.

Happiness is self-seeking. You do not need to look far for it. most of the time you will notice it is just in front of you, sometimes, it is inside of you. Just hold on to it.

Whenever you are sad, remember of the people that loves you. I am sure you will find the strength to carry on.

I still have alot of places to go, things to do, and people to see. I will continue work towards achieving my bucket list~! Yeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaah~!!

- For all will, there is a way -